Mimico,
Ontario, 5 a.m. Sunday, December 25, 1955
When I was seven
years old, Christmas mornings in Mimico always seemed like they were among the coldest days of the year. In our city-sized backyard the icy glaze-topped
snow reached to our thighs; temperatures were always “minus something.”
Inside the
house, in the hastily converted back porch that my older brother Alan and I now
called our bedroom, it was a little warmer but the insulation sciences of the
1950s hadn’t yet developed enough to keep us anywhere near toasty. Meanwhile
below us, in the dirt-floored basement, the coal-fuelled furnace chugged away,
fighting to deliver enough heat to make our family comfortable on this magical
morning.
My brother
and I lay silent but wide awake in our matching twin beds set side-by-side,
barracks-style along the thin wood paneled wall painted powder blue in the
fashionable colour of the day.
It was
Christmas, the most wonderful day on the calendar! Santa’s day! Presents day! The
day that kids around the world spent the other 364 days of the year dreaming
about! And who could blame us? Mr. Eaton’s and Mr. Simpson’s colourful
catalogues, as thick as the New York City phone book, stoked a level of greed
in us that would make even the most ardent capitalist envious.
Specially
produced kids’ television programs which emanated from stations WBEN and WGR in
Buffalo, took black and white electronic marketing to an art form and inspired
in us an overwhelming desire to own every Slinky, every Lone Ranger Pistol and
Holster Set, every Meccano building kit yet created.
“Alan, is it
time to get up yet?” I whispered.
“No. Go back
to sleep,” he responded with no conviction.
I checked the
Westclox wind up alarm clock on the night table between our beds. It warned me
that it was just 5:17, far too early to wake Mom and Dad.
Ah! But wait.
There were the Christmas stockings we had hung the night before at the foot of
our beds. Something to satisfy our Christmas morning curiosity, like an
appetizer before the main course. Would they contain treasures or trinkets? We
used our Eveready flashlights to find out, but please, please God, no oranges
or socks or crummy bow ties! Not again this year!
We leaned
forward, plucked our stockings from their perch on the foot boards and dove in.
My heart was
crushed! Two walnuts? I dug deeper. New underwear? I kept going. I pulled out
an apple, then the inevitable socks. I sat up in bed as a combination of
disappointment and anger invaded my excitement like a black smog. A tear
slipped from the corner of my eye.
My brother
remained silent and I sensed that at that moment we were sharing one of those
bonding sibling events … mutual disappointment. Were these meager stockings
intended to warn us that we couldn’t expect to find much better under the tree?
I was well
aware that we were not a rich family, though not poor either. We were, like
most other families on Eastbourne Crescent, very blue collar. Something to be
proud of but not something a seven-year-old boy could build his Christmas
dreams on. We could only place our faith in Santa to fulfill the inflated,
unrealistic expectations we had conjured in our youthful brains.
“Listen!’
Alan said. “I think I hear the kitchen radio. It’s playing ‘White Christmas.’ It
must be okay to get up.”
“Let’s go!”
We sprang to
our beds as if shot from twin cannons. We headed straight for the Christmas
tree in the living room. There it was in all its glory. Green, red, blue,
yellow lights sparkled like stars illuminating the bright metallic balls, all
covered in glistening silver tinsel. The ivory angel on the tree’s highest
spire beckoned us forward, giving us her permission to come closer. Gifts
wrapped in plain tissue, some red, some green were scattered in a five-foot
radius at the tree’s base.
We stood like
athletes waiting for the starter’s pistol, watching for Mom’s barely
perceptible nod of her head, our signal to let our pent-up curiosity explode in
a flurry of riotous ripping and tearing. In the darkness of a cold, cold winter
Christmas, 1955 was starting to look a whole lot better than our stockings had
portended.
I can’t recall
what gifts I received; they don’t seem important now in the least. It’s the
memories of that boyhood joy that matter beyond measure and I draw on them now
each and every December to lighten my steps and my heart. Mom and Dad are gone
now of course, but their spirits still visit us faithfully each December 25 as
I watch my own children and grandchildren delight in the special joy that only
Christmas can bring.
Gary MacLeod is a Sales
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