Someday whether it be when the sun's fingers hook the horizon
or night planets reflect their gaze upon your eyes you too will walk away.
Finally uttering your last breath like a poem's end or a moan
you too will send a long shiver of delight up the skeleton's back, joining
crystal bone to clean air.
In this moment, as the silver fish of memory
scatter in the sudden move, as longed for tomorrows tremble out of their tree, winging away
you will lie or stand at last
in that precious interval between then and later in that pause
you will lie or stand present
at last.
Apocatastasis
apocatastasis: 1/ the state of being restored or re-established; restitution
2/ the doctrine that Satan and all sinners will ultimately be restored to God.To see the bird each day
feed it peanuts will chirp in greeting
as your hand reaches or gently, repetitively,
rocks the limb with voice inclining you toward throwing
and food.
Slippered feet across carpet.
then sudden sight--the rare bird on dead limb,
the brilliant red, scarlet head
and white, white body
blocked by blue/black wings--
this thing dangles
for seconds then gone leaving in its wake
the space of its being, having been
so now, the eyes look.
I have left you because my darling
your thorny suit so suitable to my earlier age
requires of me an armor
that interferes with l’amor you say it that way
and in the space since then
I have taken off the suit so suitable to an earlier age
and lain among the grasses
their green billowing enough in my haired ears
enough I have lain
and in among the blades of those who carry the armor
I have seen the heart
bleed so now we must put it down,
let go just as you taught me
from the suit of armor so suitable so long ago.
Charlene Jones has been a practicing psychotherapist and meditation teacher for thirteen years. In addition, Charlene writes for the Musselman’s Lake Residents Association website (here), is the Musselman Lake Correspondent for the Stouffville Free Press, and is at work on her first novel. She has two books of poetry to her credit, as well as several individual poems published in many North American magazines.
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Your poetry just gets more powerful. How did you get inside my head?
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