Of late, Tuesday
evenings seem void of spontaneity and creativity. For seventeen weeks, I'd been going to creative writing classes on Tuesday nights; two introductory courses, back to back.
I remember scrolling through my emails on my
phone one evening in the early spring a couple years back.
I’m quick to hit Delete when
things I’ve previously subscribed to but no longer hold my interest pop up. The email from the Living Arts Centre was one
of those emails that almost made it to the trash bin. I’m not even sure if there was something in
the subject heading that alluded to creative writing or what it was, I only
know that had I trashed it, I never would have come to know the absolute bliss
of re-kindling an old love affair.
No,
not that kind of love affair, but a
previous love of writing that hadn’t been wooed in a very long time. I’ll admit
I was nervous; I cringed at the thought of anyone reading what I thought was
sure to be drivel.
But
one of Brian Henry’s first directives in was: “I want you to feel free to write
shit.”
Well, I thought, I’m capable of that. I’m already there.
It was in that moment that I knew I’d love
this course and the style of teaching. I
don’t like things sugar-coated. I’m aware that life is complicated and messy at
times, and replete with disappointment, so to not be patronized as in a child’s
soccer league, where every snot-nosed kid gets a trophy just for showing up,
was a relief.
Being
told it was okay to write crap and to “Puke
it out; clean it up tomorrow,” was liberating. I found myself learning to just write something, anything; to trust the
process and to silence the inner critic so I could pour out some scribbles that
could later be forged into a piece of writing with structure and substance.
I was pleasantly surprised after a few
classes that once Brian had rung his little bell and asked, “Is this a good
time to end with a dot, dot, dot?” that I actually had something to work with.
While
Brian’s critiques are real and honest, they are doled out with thoughtful
reflection and a genuine desire to see you succeed. He’s like the obstetrician in the delivery
room of words, and who wants to
deliver an ugly baby? So he gently coaxes out a more arresting
opening line, a more believable character, a richer setting.
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But
not only did characters emerge on our pages, but in the classroom itself. The
class included students of every ethnicity and age group, with each of us
having our own incentive for wanting to write. Opening ourselves up to be
vulnerable with one another and sharing out literary musings, there were times
when our motley crew felt more like a support group. Recognizing that everyone comes with their own
story, learning to hear, as well as just
listen, was a bi-product of this class. And because we learned to hear, we were
able to help one another.
In
Without Rival author Lisa Bevere says,
“Comparison is the thief of joy.” I couldn’t agree more. In the context of writing, it’s easy to find
yourself comparing your style and skill to others in the room. But, for me, what this class accomplished was
to teach me to celebrate my own approach to writing, while not negating other
people’s style, however different from mine.
The way I see it, as long as there are people who are passionate about
reading and enjoy a diversity of styles, there will be room for all of us.
So
now I’ve become somewhat of a creative writing junky, looking for my next
fix. It is so much easier to write when
you have someone encouraging you and teasing out your creativity with his own
quirky style and proven track record for producing published writers. I’m looking forward to a weekend retreat in
the fall at Arowhon Pines Resort with the Quick Brown Fox himself, and my
fellow writing junkies. Until then, I’ll
just keep puking it out, and cleaning it up.
Monica Catto is an aspiring photographer, writer and social justice activist
working in the human trafficking field with the White Rose Movement of Toronto. She lives in Mississauga, Ontario. You can visit her blog here.
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details of Brian Henry’s upcoming introductory creative writing courses, see here
(and scroll down); for all upcoming courses, introductory to advanced and
including writing kid lit and writing personal stories, see here
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information on upcoming writing retreats at Arowhon Pines Resort in Quick Brown
Fox, see here
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